Wednesday, January 16, 2008
I find consistent in-consistency...is it true or just Me???
It's not past 2 years and i am already... i mean literally looking back in time as in an hour-glass to a girl who was all studious n all.... books and elocutions and competitions..... for whom being Right was so right.Thats me... I mean.... that was me.... I knew the same people then n whatever new is right now must be additions to my data-base.... so why such a metamorphosis.Can't even say I'am bad right now.... I have succeeded in evading brand-names... it's confusing and disturbing knowing full for sure that what I'am today I won't be say a year from now.So what is that me..... the non-changing format that transcends time.Take even social life.... youth is for sure going cause I'am miracles of all...feeling frightfully responsible.... God save!!!.The same friendly bull-shit sucks right now..... cause I'am not able to make the banter nor do I want to.... and the friends... oh I love them all so much; are aware of differences somehow and are different too.Deal with this.... my boyfriend who's like Everlast steel in my life is now into the desi-husband factor.... I miss the boyfriend-wala feeling..... the charms of forbidden but thoroughly bitten by the social-sanctions bug too.I was a compulsive blogger in my short stint till August n then a period of nothing and here I'am back... it's a little tough when you look back I guess.... cause as much ahead you move you are different.... an evolved entity for better or for worse.Can't help it.... but if it's like I'am trying to find a pattern in the chaos then.... well it's tough n anyways whatever... I'am already looking ahead.
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Hi. I liked your display picture-Good choice.
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somewhere down the line in relationships we tend to become insecure-underconfident and then comes the feeling to protect the other half from all the dangerous people around.Many of the times its because of the 'improper' start that we had in the relationship or it could also be because of the basic personal character of the person.I watched that show- coffee with Karan- when he called malaika arora khan and asked her " How come is arbaz ok with your sexy image and you doing item numbers". and you know what was the answer like ?- He is a confident man !! Now that is what I was talking about.Its about confidence.I do not know what exactly you miss out when you talk about that boyfriend waala feeling but since most of the people around me are in relationships, I guessed it 2be the over-protectiveness n all.If wrong kindly excuse me for the mistake.All the best for times ahead
congrats...............
hey prachee.... hiii....
do u remember me>>,,,,,, no contact,,, :(
nice one....good description of ur life :)....
oye! where have u disappeared? Miss You!! I hope you remember me!
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