I could feel the temperature soar inside me and a pressure on my system starting to suffocate. The feeling of oppression gathered its fiery arms in a massive hug n the outbreak of venom in my pompous ego overwhelmed my reasonable hold. The viscera surged emotions all wrong and sweat poured and mind konked out of control. All that was past and present rolled into one vile whole and pushed themselves forward. The time was such for questions to be asked and no ackwardness to withhold and everything merged into unbalanced equations of now or never.
Truth or Dare ......False and Fair stood no chance with the mind in the grasp of that unwelcome guest of fury. Words are not measured when decibels rose and facts and muck all muddle up. The whispers of the tiny voice of a bleeding heart just overstressed the combined forces of humanly and divine evil when consequences and perceptions resulting in one major un-foretold erruption. Patience and its limits tested , when "forgetting" i could not , i spilt my guts and unburdened that troubling load. Out in the open now it stands and how it shifts is for me to see but glad i am for that angry furore.
Not to offend or chastisize , its more like speaking my mind and just as emotions happy or sad , good or bad dawn upon us as masks when we speak..... anger is my mask for that long-needed release. Dispassionate I write as my mind rewinds about how this blessed devil had taken me ahold.
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